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hey.
i dont claim to know alot about ed's or any of that jazz, i just know i have a problem with food and coming here to write
about the shit happening to me and all of that is a way to deal. some of you may be coming here for tips and things, but the
only way youll get them is to do what i do: and that is never a wise thing to do.
ive never been diagnosed with anything, but i do know that i do these three things:
1. when faced with a problem, i over eat excessivly, taking in about 4500 calories that sitting.
2. when dealing with the aftermath of what i have done, i break into a fit of what i would best classify as obsessive
compulsive disorder, where for the next six to seven hours i clean non-stop.
3. and after realizing i have wasted an entire day, or however the long the first two steps take, i fast or starve (what
i would call my ana side).
this isnt fun. its exhausting and tiring and getting hard to hide...
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